okay, it needs to said I've put this site into retirement. Maybe not permenant retirement, but for now retirement. I've found that I am allowing this 'voice' to shine in my gingerfetish blog and in my speech and conduct all of elsewhere as well!~so, I feel that to gently let go of the need to express it here, as if in the background of my everything else, is to allow it to live in the full-on space of my here and now. Continuing.....in love. trish.